Foul is the best way to explain my mood lately. Between the constant rain and threat of storms which keeps me from riding to far from home and keeps the singletrack trails to wet to ride and work at the club being more frustrating every time I go in I'm just grumpy, mean, short-tempered and pretty much unable to relax and decompress. And the thought that my "vacation" from the college completely sucked and ends on Wednesday doesn't help either.
I need some re-motivation. The weather is killing my cycling mood and I am completely frustrated with cooking in NE right now that I'm about to walk away and find something else to do. I've worked my ass off my whole life to learn to cook great food and everyday I go in and it's never appreciated. I think that most people would rather just have chicken fried steak slathered in gravy with instant mashed potatoes and I just can't bring myself to cook that kind of food.
Sorry for the rant. I better just stop now. I'll come back when I've straightened myself out.